Where's the Payoff??

We're on final approach to my third child, my wife's first and I am thrilled. My one wish is that my body would come along for the ride. Twice a day doses of Klonopin and a periodic and mysterious bout with high blood pressure leave me totally bummed. After losing 80 pounds over the last year one would think I'd be running around doing the cha-cha.

After all that effort you'd like to think there would be a better payoff but maybe the payoff is that Im still living?