So the daughter is born and is absolutely gorgeous and most importantly healthy. My wife looks absolutely radiant but no touching for a month - not good.

BUT - had to see a doc about my blood pressure and I have a virus infection....can't anything be simple? Anxiety and paranoia continue to take over from time to time but I keep it to myself except for my weekly "meeting" with Dr. Steve and an occasional acknowledgement to my wife.

I thank God for so much but I really hate this anxiety crap - I think I need a new job.